AFallFrenzy
This is my fall frenzy.
AFallFrenzy
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My house burnt down 
The ash stuck to my skin
There were 3rd degree burns on my heart 
The doctors saved me 
I have an electric pulse 
and a heart made of titanium 

My house burnt down 
The ash stuck to my skin 
You burned 
3rd degree burns covered your body 
The doctors couldn’t save you 
I couldn’t save you 

Your funeral was sad 
I watched them, 
take the galaxies from your eyes 
I watched them,
take the mystery out of your skin 
I didn’t know that was possible 

Your funeral was sad 
I looked at my scars
I looked at you 
The make up they used covered the scar above your eye 
You didn’t look right 
So I removed the make up
You looked perfect again 

Your funeral was sad 
The paster said your name wrong 
My titanium heart started to bleed 
and I started to cry 

Your funeral was sad 
They asked me to talk about you 
I tried 
I talked about how you traveled the world in your dreams 
I talked about how your touch was electric, 
I felt currents through my body 
it brought me to life 
I talked about the scar above your eye 
and why I uncovered it 

It’s been a year since your funeral 
I still wear the engagement ring you gave me 
I tell people that you’re dancing with angels 
I tell them how I was going to marry into a universe 
You were the universe 

It’s been a year since your funeral
I bought a bottle of the cologne you wore 
I spray it on the sheets 
I hope that it brings you back 

It’s been a year since your funeral
I pray to you every night 
I hope you’re doing well 
I tell you that I’m waiting to see you again
and I hope you’re waiting for me too

People ask how you passed 
I tell them how you burned in the fire,
I tell them how you saved me 
I tell them how you pushed me out of the way of the falling beam 
I tell them how you got stuck 
and you told me you loved me 
and you told me to run 
and I did 

People ask why I still wear my engagement ring, 
I tell them that I can’t take off the remainder of you 
I tell them it’s the only part of you that survived the fire 
I tell them I love you 
and I need to hold on to the last piece of you 
and I tell them 
I have the remainder of your galaxies and the mysteries of your skin 
on my left hand 
leading right to my heart 

People ask why I still wear my engagement ring 
I tell them it’s because I know you’re still wearing yours 

It’s been 60 years 
Since you’ve passed 

I still wear your engagement ring 

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I hope you’re still wearing yours

m.n.

(via unscriptedconfabulationmn)
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"I could start fires with what I feel for you."
David Ramirez, Fires  (via liqiud)
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